Must be really hard living in your world where you are not sure who you are moment to moment. Perhaps the excerpt posted below will help you realize some insight into your disease.
Anyone else notice how often star speaks about him self in the third person?
Get a grip on yourself.
'Another
disorder that could possible lead to this type of thinking is
dissociative identity disorder, formerly known as multiple personality
disorder. It occurs when a person takes on multiple identities; while
acting out one identity the person forgets the others. Amnesia is
common, and the person can also experience hallucinations, odd behavior,
and symptoms of PTSD. With the multiple personalities present, the
person could talk about the identity or identities that they are not
experiencing at the moment, but since they truly believe that it is a
different person, they refer to themselves in the third person
unknowingly.'